just when we thot its all over, we just realised it just the new beginning of a new phase.

i cant wait for this 7 weeks to be over.

Mariah Carey - never to far

everybody out don't ever take anybody for granted.

cause you never know when you might lose them and you never get a chance to tell them how you really feel.

Everyday I Love You By Boyzone

so true

rough and rugged for 3 days. smelled like mud and pee. heat rash knn

moving up to the next phase soon. scared.

one night of liberty and early book out. will this still be around in 2 weeks time?

enjoying the thursday book out with rashes all over. knn

"No matter how crazy and funny the scenes around you are, they are useless without the person you want to laugh with..."

goodness, its sunday again.

z.z

season changes so do our hearts.

Everytime this year, as you know i will take a step back to reflect what has happened to my life this far.

Its my 21st today i somehow spend my morning in NDU and noon at home and dinner outside in awhile.

nth amazing about my 21st but just grateful how my friends and buddies came by together about a month ago to do my celebration to mark the day that i am a man to the society. (although i already am since i was 5) hahaha.

last year to now lots of shit happened and yes i am back to square one again. everyone seems to be enjoying themselves with their other half. Not that i am jealous is because i was once there happy and cocky and now that i have fell.

No worries i am sure over time i have grew stronger, let my heart control my brain and learnt to love and to forgive.

Im sorry if i have made any mistakes and offended anyone. I will in return make more people love me more. =)

Thats about all. To you, you and you maybe luck and love be with you forever.

Thanks for the wishes, i really appreciate it. Love all of you.

kDL

songs they accompany me through the darkest time.

there is only this much i can do.

its not working.

all the best to you. you know who you are.

it is never ever gonna happen again. i made this promise to myself.

never ever will it work again. just like some stories that are meant to be hidden in the chest forever and never be revealed.

today is the best day ever. Friday noon book out! awesome shit.

but im mentally prepared for more shit that will be coming this following week.

32 batch got wacked this week. Hope all of us will work better and more efficiently together. awesome to see the batch slowly coming together.

i need more colors in my life then purely NDU.

things i cant wait:
monday 8km road march with full battle order.
field camp
practice my side stroke
drown-proofing (travelling and floation with hands and leg tied)
and of course NEXT BOOK OUT!

aiming for divers gold <9.15mins and below.

hooyah! easy day today.

everyday is an easy day!

singing hooyah-hey! its another easy day!

reading to tony parson. =)

how many chances do we have to get it right?

Prewedding Film IMAGINE

love how the song and the story blends together.

every day during training, kanna hammering and kanna f i keep looking forward to weekends.

and now im at home i wished i was in camp doing smth and not bum-ing ard.

this cycle is so weird.

hoooyahh!

nobody said it's gonna be easy.

i always choose to take the hard way.

oh well. its the 2nd and im used to it.

moving on...

locking this blog in 1 week time.
if u still wanna read more about the boring guy again please drop me ur email.

cheers

at a blink of an eye so fast time has passed by. from meeting each other not knowing much about each other. to my partner who have been through thick and thin with me & the someone who is always there for my big life changing events.

we explored places new places and in the process found the true love in us. the kinship and the bond we have created is almost so unique that i cannot find it and could have done it with someone else.

Its been 21 months since i met you and shared this journey together ms chin, now that we have all moved on to the next bigger chapter of our life. We should remain focus and head towards our goal. Big picture. cafe!

Guess you must be busy settling down now but when you are bored do spend sometime reading the letters and looking at the photos. Im sure it will help you pull through difficult times there.

Im booking in soon in a few hours. I will see you again this weekend! remember hooyah! nothing stands in our way!

i will be stronger and less triangle. and of cause here whenever you need me like how you used to.

love always,
denglin

Brian McKnight - One Last Cry

My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands
Standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings was gone
I gave my best to you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

[Chorus:]
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I guess I'm down to my last cry

Cry.....

I was here
You were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings was gone
Gotta get over you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

[Chorus:]
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind
For the very last time
Stop living a lie

[Bridge:]
I know I gotta be strong
Cause round me life goes on and on
And on ....
And on ....

[Chorus:]
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind
For the very last time
Been living a lie

I guess I'm down,
I guess I'm down,
I guess I'm down...
I guess I'm down...
To my last cry...

Its been one week and my throat is still damm chui.

Aoh tmr, I'm excited.

Hope things changes for the better.

6 more days to enlistment. 5
more days of fun.

Its been one week and my throat is still damm chui.

Aoh tmr, I'm excited.

Hope things changes for the better.

6 more days to enlistment. 5
more days of fun.

Its been one week and my throat is still damm chui.

Aoh tmr, I'm excited.

Hope things changes for the better.

6 more days to enlistment. 5
more days of fun.

Its been one week and my throat is still damm chui.

Aoh tmr, I'm excited.

Hope things changes for the better.

6 more days to enlistment. 5
more days of fun.

Just recovered from a 39degree fever, now I'm down with a terrible flu. I'm clearing my nose with this smelly smelling lavendar tissue paper. Hate it.

Now tt I passed my fever to another swine I feel so bad. =( sorry

Forgot my ipod but thank god I have my blackberry to keep me entertained while I get back home.

Very nice dinner and watching mj's concert on channel 5

Final destination 4 sucks. Not even worth my time at all.

Get well soon =)

My life this few days has been nothing but fixing the damm blackberry!

Everything is better now.

20 more days to enlistment!